Thoughts on His Mind

He sits at his desk staring intently at his spreadsheets. From the untrained eye, it would seem as though he is truly into his work on this very day. What others do not see, is that he is unable to concentrate. Thoughts on his mind. Thoughts of a her…He wonders, where she came from. How he is lucky enough to get a girl like this. There is so much he thinks and wants to tell her. Although, his ego and masculinity prevents him from ever showing his true feelings, so soon. On the exterior he plays it cool. Never falters…As he leaves work and arrives home, he begins to zone out once again. Lost in thoughts of her. Thinking about the way she moves, the curves of her body, the way she smiles and is always so modest about her achievements. Her winning personality and incredible charisma. Those eyes. The eyes that seem to look deep in his soul every time they connect with his. Where does one find a girl like this. There has to be something wrong with her, he thinks. Always guarded and afraid to let another in. The last girl he truly let in, tore him apart. She broke his heart and shattered it to pieces. Wanting this one to be different, he begins to take that chance. Moving at a much slower pace than usual. Forming a type of friendship, but at the same time, a romance. Unsure of his feelings at times, but knowing this is the one he wants to be with…

Today

Today I realized. Realized how much you were mistreated. For so long I never realized. I now understand why you are so closed off. Afraid to let anyone close. Afraid to let anyone in. I know you have been hurt in the past. Burned by those close to you. The ones you trusted and loved for so long. Family, Friends, Lovers…A tough life you have had. A life I would not wish on anyone. In this new place you can start anew. Create your own family and friends. Who says family has to be blood. I can be a part of your family. A friend that is there for you. Eventually a network will develop. Friendships will develop. A family created. You will have created a new life. Have everything you ever dreamed of. A Lover you have only dreamed about. The things that seemed so impossible. The ones you thought could only happen on the big screen, could become your life. You CAN have a happily ever after. You WILL have a happily ever after.

Thoughts on Her Mind

There’s a girl awake late a night. Unable to sleep, with such thoughts on her mind. She sits alone in her room at night and thinks about her life. She wonders how she got here. How did this happen. Thinking these feelings and emotions were locked away forever, never to resurface. Now that she has met someone different and unique in every since. The idea of never truly letting someone in, is once again debated. How could another like this exist. This is impossible. Guys like this only exist in fairy tales. Able to read your thoughts. Sense a feeling of emotion even from afar. This is a dream. It has to be a dream. All of these thoughts run through her mind. She to be optimistic and soon her positive thinking kicks in. Everything seems possible. She is willing to begin this journey. As she drifts off to sleep. She smiles and thinks about the next day. Looking forward to an understanding. Excited for what will happen next. What the future holds is but a mystery…

Guarded

How many of us are guarded when it comes to matters of the heart? Whether it is with our friends or potential love interest? Have you considered, why you are so guarded? I have realized I have a fear of truly being burned again. My first love. The one I truly gave my all to, really got to me. I was in tears and so broken hearted that I vowed to never feel that way ever again. Now that I’ve met someone who seems like they could be the real deal, I must learn once again to open up. Give as much as I am getting. It is only fair to do so and the only way for the potential of a relationship to transform into an actual relationship.

Connected

Is it possible to be connected with someone so soon after meeting. Less than a month passes and you feel connected to this person. The other night I was in a restless state. Laying in bed trying to fall asleep, but could not for some reason. Usually I never have any issue passing out/falling asleep. I can pretty much sleep anywhere as long as it is not freezing cold. Even then I have done so. While laying in bed I hear this voice. Telling me to relax and saying other things. Now the crazy part about it is that I could swear it was my new potential. I have had a lot on my mind lately and a little worried but how would they know. How could they know what is going on in my mind and be able to soothe and comfort me without actually being present…This got me thinking is it really possible to be connected with someone? In tune with their feelings, thoughts, and emotions? I believe anything is possible, but still a little taken back when it happens to me. As a dear friend of mine says, “The situation is always different when it is happening to you.”

Jumping to Relationship Status

In speaking with a friend the other day i discovered some incredible insight on relationships. Now these are ideas/thoughts that we all have already discovered and know. The thing is, we do not really take it in until it is said by another. In the most ideal relationships, we meet another that we feel is the one. The romance begins at a slow and steady pace and then accelarates so quickly that neither one of you know what hit them. During those first few dates the two of you feel there is so much in common. The goals and aspirations are in sync. The two of you are able to speak on a level that is unmatched by others. The thoughts and energy the two of you have is incredible. These feelings make the both you want to jump to the point of relationship at an accelarated rate. Every romance should not be rushed. Time should be taken to get to know one another. Court each other and build up the romance.

You Know

You know one of my secrets. Something no one else knows. You know. I feel close to you. Comfortable with you. Willing to take a chance and tell you things i would normally keep to myself. Lock inside and never let out. You make me want to open up. Be free of these chains. Free of any burdens. Everything feels lighter when I am with you. When I am away from you I also begin to feel lighter on my own. Able to take on my challenges. New challenges. Dive in head first without hesitation. I hope to one day know one of your secrets. Get you to feel comfortable enough around me to open up. Tell me things you would only tell a stranger, because they don't know you and wouldn't judge you. I want to give you strength. An extra leap in your step and boost of confidence without even realizing it. It's what i want. What I need. What I feel...

Who Knows, I know, I hope

Who knows if you are the one for me. Who knows if I am the one for you. Who knows if this will work out. Who knows if my personal issues will get in the way...I do know that I like you. I know you like me too. I know I want this work. I know it could work. I know I want to take a chance on you. I hope you want take a chance on me. Let whatever this is in the beginning stages, develop into something more. I hope you are the one for me, but who knows....

Afraid

How do you know? How do you know when you meet someone, they are the one that will last forever? The one you want to be with forever? Is it when you think about them all the time? Waking up in the morning wondering what they are doing? Wishing you could see them sleeping next to you? Have them wake up with you, beside you? When the two of you touch it is something like you have never felt before. Something so incredible. You hope in your heart this will be the one. Asking yourself inside, “Can I spend my life with you?” Could we be so afraid of it not working out that we sabotage the relationship? The prospect of a relationship? Afraid of taking the chance and putting our heart on the line? Why not throw all logic out the window and go with what we are feeling instead of our logical reasoning. Love does not make sense. It really is not suppose to. There are many out there that we have no idea why they are together. This is because you cannot help who you fall in love with.